i hate e world... really... im going to breakdown soon... why... why... why did wang nan lost to jiawei? why did chen hong lost? why..? why did the ITTF change e table tennis rules? why did china make that blunder during synchronised diving? why...? why did lindan lost to susilo? why did yang wei blundered? why..? why did china not win any medals in gymnastics this yr? why did china not win any medal in men's singles? why...? why did china lost to cuba? why did jiawei won? why did susilo won? why...? why didnt china meet their target in synchronised diving? why did dey change e rules? why...? why r dey against us? why r my frens happy about e losses? why...? why is my fren against yao ming? why does my fren hate china? why...? why did she give up her chinese nationality? why did they give up their chinese nationality? why...? why is my dearest person against me? why did my dearest person betray me? why...? why did she lost? why did he lost? why...? why did they lost? why did federer lost to e czech teenager? why are there so many whys in my life? why are there so many doubts in this olympics? why is it so...? why...? why am i crying? why am i giving up life? why...? i just dont understand the world... why is it going against me??