just came back from trng at my house in the morning. and i still have to go another trng session at nats house. and now im like half dead. ok. i shall eat and replenish energy. *wow* ok nvm. shall blog about the matches.

SCGS

erm well. the match wif SCGS doesnt really need elaboration. we lost. expected. and mao shi hui is playing in C div. that's a bit funny though. haha. cos we thought she is in B div. well nvm. i played with her. well. lost. haha. thrashed. buden doesnt really matter. sacrificed myself. bwahaha. ok la. the lineup is really good. cos if nat meets maoshihui den its going to be unlucky and we will be thrashed 5-0. but not. yupp. so we lost 1-4. quite good actually. and adele lost her match. she can win. shall save the elaboration. can visit adeles blog for further elaboration.

FMSS

this is the one that needs elaboration. haha. its a teary day. and im being very teary on this day. i cried b4 my match, during my match and after my match. *wow* the lineup goes like that. chinyun v agnes. brenda v estee. nat v ester. adele v cheryl. me v dawn. the fairfield coach lined up the players almost according to the ranking. only my opponent is like better than adele's. and ester and estee. i duno about them. they should be equally matched. ok anyway. chinyun is nervous and not playing very well. she can win agnes. but shes nervous and being the first player the pressure is actually very great la. so anyway shes nervous and didnt play very well. so i was watching her play and i started to think about pessimistic stuffs. thats what im thinking: if chinyun and brenda lost, den nat and adele will win. what if i lost? it will be like disappointing so many people. all the squashers came just to support. so i like afraid that i will disappoint them. so i like started crying. so adele went to calm me down. ok then i like not crying le. and i went to scream for chinyun. and chinyun lost. its really very sad. and chinyun went to the back and cried. shes disappointed. i think andris or who is with her. ya. chinyun dont be sad k? as long as we pia for every matches it doesnt matter if we lost. so she did not watch brenda's match. then i watched brenda's match until half way and went to cry again. and adele went and console me. keep telling me that we can win. haiz. den nat came and like told us that brenda's playing very badly and etc and i cried even more. and later i went to stay by myself. so i also didnt's really watch brenda's match. ya then when brenda came out she also cried. it's like really very surprising to see brenda crying. she doesn't look like those people who will cry. i thought she will just shrug it off. but anyway im wrong. and later adele came and console me. then we went to watch the match between MG and RG. ya. then i think i calmed down. so i went back and cheered for nat. nat like totally thrashed ester. and isabella gave me and adele a stone each and told us we rock. haha. and im like this is stone k! u stone! bwahaha. and she keep insisting its rock. haha. so funny. so adele played next. her opponent is not strong. so basically adele just serve and score. so adele's match is very easy. only that the last set is think she relaxed and didnt play very well. buden adele still won! yay! then is me. im like so nervous. then i see my opponent stroke. not very good. so i played. i serve first. i lead 3-0. then i served out. and she served and scored 9 points straight. and the score is 9-3. i wasn't concentrating and keep thinking about stuffs. adele was shouting to tell me to concentrate. but i... and i lost. and i came out. fairfield people are cheering very loudly. i don't dare to look at anyone. coach is looking at me, very disappointed. and he is veyr harsh. he is very harsh to me and adele. because if anyone of us lost. we will be 5th and there is no trophy. nothing. and i like cannot control my tears again. and he told me something like what are u playing? i cannot go in and play for u, so play your 100%. and others just tell me to jiayou and don't give up. adele and xianyun nearly cried when they see how i'm playing in the first set. ok. so i went into the court a bit teary. and i stopped thinking about pessimistic stuffs. ya i found out that she is not very good. yupp i won. and i suddenly felt very relieved. and coach still told me to play my 100%. but the 100% doesn't come out so easily. so i went in. the set score 1-1. and yes the referees are lousy. when we played the 2nd set they weren't there! and they came and ask us whether we had started or not. and i'm like ya. and they are like what's the score? -.- ok. and there is one ball. i serve and it landed quite middle. can call for let. but my opponent didn't call for and instead, she hit the ball. and i'm standing at the side wall. and she hit me. and the referee said it's stroke to fairfield because i'm like blocking the way. hurhur. like real. but nvm. later there is one ball i hit my opponent. haha. *revenge* bwahaha! ya. the 2nd set i played quite well. the third set i also played quite well. then the last set also. i think it's because i'm not that nervous. haha. ya. nysquashers are cheering very loudly. we practically flooded the fairfield people with our cheers. because it's the last and deciding set. haha. they cheered really very loudly. the mg c'div captain 2004, hannah, came and see how come we are cheering so loudly. she's like covering her ears. and the people and coaches who walked pass us all covered their ears. haha. that's what i heard from adele. =D

yupp so we won! although it's not thrashing them but we still won! yay! i'm so happy! =D it's really a teary day. =D huiqi cried afterwards. tears of joy! =D ya. later me and adele went to watch MG and RG match. zeslene and dawn played the deciding match. dawn won. MG won. then later we played kings with fairfield and me and adele played with the RG girls. and i think i got mood swings. ya. i suddenly became very sad again. haiz. then later me adele faeces and lihong went KFC. and i told adele i will be eating a lot. and i ordered 2 meals. and adele is like wow ur a lot is really a lot! and i'm like huh? one is for u! haha. and later we talked and talked. and we left at around 6.40. so late. and throughout the bus journey i'm sad sad de. haiz. really thinks that i'm suffering from depression and mood swings. haiz. but never mind. we are going to train extremely hard this weekend! yes!

JIAYOU!!

GO NY SQUASHERS! WE ARE THE BEST!! =D

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