well.
we lost.
we are again 4th.
its fate. there is a word called maktub.
its really very funny. we could have gotten 2nd.
yet we got 4th.
and i lost when im not supposed to.
we disappointed the sch, snrs, ourselves, and coach.
he is sad. but he just didnt show it.
its like total crap when we say we tried our best.
i didnt even try my best.
nat adele and coach said i could have won.
well. i lost. and i cried. i noe im not supposed to cry.
it will bring down the team spirit. i noe.
when i lost others will have to fight really very hard.
and if ny lost i will blame myself forever.
all because of me that we lost.
but who could we blame. we are not serious for trng.
and we didnt trn that hard.
we complain when theres extra trng.
we think its stupid and useless to do drills.
we think we are good.
but now. we lost. who can we blame but ourselves?
to jnrs: trn hard if not it will be too late to regret.
we lost. but thats not the end. we will trn extra hard.
once bitten twice shy. twice bitten never say die!!
learn from this lesson and improve. we will.
we will get back 2 yrs later when we play in b div with the same opponents.

we will get back 2 yrs later.

we can. we will.

i promise.


-chen"-