friendship destroyed. mission accomplished. aren't you happy? don't you feel proud of yourself? you think you are popular. you think you are good. you think everyone likes you. sadly, all your assumptions are wrong. you are just a pathetic person who has no friend at all. you just step your foot inside, push the person away and brainwash another one. oh wow. how nice. everyone seemed to be fooled by your scheming plan. even i got fooled. but you showed your true colours. you have done your evil plans to many people. how nice for you to target it at me. you think everyone doesn't know about you true self? you are wrong. almost everyone is aware of it. and now you are trying your best to brainwash others. how nice. everyone hates you. and this is a fact. believe it or not. you are just a pathetic loner who tries to get close to others and stick with them. you and your fake concern and crocodile tears. i hate you. i have never ever seen such evil and lousy and fake and pretentious and etc person like you. you really made me open my eyes wide. thank you for teaching me such an important lesson. i will never ever make any friends like you. stop going around showing off your achievements. they aren't good you know? they are just as pathetic as you. and don't ever forget. there are people who are better than you. do you know why your friends never stay? it's because of your character. everyone hates you. and i am kind enough to tell you now. i hate you. pathetic bitch. i know you feel accomplished now. i know you look down on me but you just pretend not to. i hate you. evil bitch.
i really don't know what happened. why did you turn your back towards me now? everytime i tried to talk to you, you just ignored me. i really don't know what to do now. why did you have to leave me just because of a minor thing and a minor charcter who walk in and out of our lives everyday? i seriously don't know what happened. this bond. this relationship. it meant a lot to me. i don't just want to drop it so easily. i won't be able to get over it. life may just stop stagnant here. we went through rough times together. when you are wrong, i just bear with you and let things pass. but when i made a mistake, you just ended the friendship so abruptly. you never gave me the chance to explain it to you. you never considered my feelings. you never thought of the old times we spent together. everything meant nothing to you. when others are doing the things we used to do together, memories of the past just came up to me. why isn't that person me? i missed those times. i cried over you. you may not know. you may not even feel sad about this whole thing. whatever it is. i only hope that the outcome will be a happy one. i hope we will still be together in the end.
today is officially the day i cried the most. i'm seriously having depression now. and i don't know what to do. i cry. that's all that i know what to do.
-chen"-