sometimes i just feel sick and tired of life. i wanted it to end here. no pain, no sorrow. no worries, no troubles. how i wish i've never ticked the BSP box. this place is just making me more and more depressed and pessimistic. should i just stop here and leave this big pile of shit behind, or should i just carry on? i really don't know what to do. everything is eating me up like a monster. the overflooding works and meetings. sometimes, i wish i'd never made it into the team. perhaps i shouldn't be here afterall. i really wonder what had really happened to me. come on, cheer up and perserve. it's just the beginning...

chem test tomorrow. i know i will fail it. congrats me people.

valentine's day tomorrow! yay. i'm going out with my date! hahaha probably only huiying knows what i'm talking about. HAHAHA. xD

i'm addicted to JJ's new song, cao cao. the three kingdom guy. wei's king. xD it's so nice! just had a funny conversation with yixiao this morning.

me: have you heard cao cao's new song?
yixiao: HAHAHA you mean lin jun jie is it? HAHAHA

i'm supposed to say have you heard of jj's new song. and somehow it came out as cao cao's new song. -.- nvm

JIAYOU to me! i hope i can go on. i've got so many freaking things to do now.

class tee (need another arguement on colors again)
go find ave apparel guy (boon keng)
FREAKING CHEM TEST
zaobao;zhaolong script/ideas
zb;zl group identity (hairspray! xD)
zb meeting
bloody xuexidangan
CME sail script
CME sail reflections (no it's not related to physics)
newspaper articles+reflections
bloody BSP lotus thing
opium war worksheet
physics SIA
physics refraction assignment
physics refraction class worksheet
physics refraction index class worksheet
bio SIA
bio worksheets
bio quiz
bio self-study, microbes
chem worksheets (one or two questions left)
IH blood bathe presentation :/
maths class discussion 5.2 question 2
maths class discussion 4.1
maths class discussion 4.2
do the valentine's day cards
MY BACK! still hurts. :/

and i can continue on and on.

JIAYOU to me!! xD and everyone. xD