haiz. i'm feeling quite down now. :( i also duno why i wrote that "poem" yesterday. just some thoughts that came to my mind. so i just pen it down. got back IH CA today. not bad. didn't do as badly as i had thought.

pe tomorrow. and i'm just sick and tired of giving ms yeopeili MCs every 2 pe lessons. i bet she had like my whole stack of MC. -.- yes. after the talk by uk shyam (sp?) i felt so MOTIVATED to train. he had been through all those pains and joys most athletes had gone through. perhaps it's like we are in the same "boat" as him. heh. ya. it's like i really made me very very very happy and UP after his talk. thanks. (:

and because of his talk, i suddenly felt very bad about my injury. :( i want to run. i want to be back into the court, running around and play. i don't want to go there and just hit. i did not treasure the days back then. i promise, when my ankle heals, i will chiong for ALL the balls. i know the pain of not being able to play/run. wo hui geng zhen xi gai ci de xun liang de. i promise. (:

AND I WILL BE GOING FOR TRNG ON FRIDAY! HIP HIP HURRAY! i played with coach yesterday. erm it didn't turn out very well. my balls are very wild. and cross courts are not cross, goes to the centre. -.- i played back. DUH! then he served those very soft services AND I COULDN'T GET THEM. -.- the first serve was 3/4 NICK. alright half nick. then his shots just SAIL to the corner and i'm using NCODE PLEASE!!!! if it's my racket i will just whack it (erm as in do a boast. haha). but in the end i chiong and did a volley lob and coach missed my return! yay! sorry ah brenda, lian lei le ni. haha. i was like tuo-ing hou tui can! haha. and alicia's drive had improved. (she should be improving though. haha) ya but it's rather (or very) inaccurate. :( never mind. this can be improved quite fast. boast are like super low and super hard but 99% goes down? haha. ya but she improved quite a lot. heh. ya basically after one month of not seeing everyone play, i think everyone improved. and chinyun's stroking is still as scary. :/ P.S I CANNOT STROKE NOW. -.- still have a bit of problems hitting backhand. :(

ok. i think my rate of recovery is quite slow. BUT I WILL AND CONFIRM WILL GO FOR MILO. ok. haha. gtg now. MUST SLEEP EARLY TODAY! xD

jiayou. (: