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20060707 @ 12:12


it feels like i'm listing an agenda. haha. anyway first thing first.

I CAN'T BELIEVE PORTUGAL LOST TO FRANCE!!! :'(

PORTUGAL 0 FRANCE 1

PENALTY SHOT IN THE FIRST HALF. ARGH. if it's not that penalty, france would not have won. ARGH. and deco did not play well. :( watched the replay. almost cried. hai. anyway.

GO ITALY!!!!! I HAVE ABSOLUTE FAITH THAT YOU GUYS ARE CAPABLE OF WINNING YOUR 4TH WORLD CUP TITLE!

ITALY 2 GERMANY 0 (A.E.T)

ITALY TOTALLY ROCKS CAN! 2 minutes more and klinsmann will be planning his penalty shoot-out lineup when suddenly two bolts of lightning striked, out of the blue. OH MAN. haha. suxiang was saying that when italy scored their first goal, the germans played like girls. haha. yea. but i feel quite sad for germany. if the match had went on to the penalty shoot-out, germany will most probably win. it's almost like fate, italy has never won a penalty shoot-out before. anyway, i'm happy that italy had won. xD avenged for argentina. xD

ANYWAY. FINALS. i think i will most probably die on monday. either that or i will pon school. haha.

suxiang: monday we will die eh!
me: I THINK I WILL PON SCHOOL LOR!
suxiang: eh cannot, later if mr. khong asks, what happened to chenxi and suxiang, then everyone will be like world cup lor......

HAHAHA. ya. RI getting a day off can! WTH. I WANT ALSO. :(

anyway, most probably going to camp out at faeces's house for finals. haha. xD

second thing, i'm totally obsessed with LEE JOON KI NOW!!! oh man oh man! let me make a grocery list of the things i'm obsessed with these days.
  1. ANGSTING. :(
  2. LEE JOON-KI!
  3. KING AND THE CLOWN! (super sad story :'()
  4. SHINOBI: HEART UNDER BLADE (another sad movie :'()
  5. SAD STORIES :'(
  6. YASHAMARU
  7. GONG-GIL
  8. HEAVEN
  9. JAP [AYUMI'S] SONGS
  10. 無我;無價
  11. MILO
  12. BISCUIT
  13. FIFA!
  14. KAKA!
  15. STONING
  16. SQUASH
  17. KOREAN SONG (姻缘 only)
  18. CRYING. :'(

ya. i'm obsessed over YASHAMARU can! 夜叉丸! super cool name! xD he is this character in the movie SHINOBI. a rather minor character. he died 40mins into the movie (cries) and throughout the whole movie, he only spoke ONE sentence. yes. how pathetic. but he appeared quite often in the 40mins (in which he is alive xD) HE IS SUPER PRO!!! xD and he is arrogant and cool. his outfit is BLACK+WHITE! and he puts up a lot of eyeshadow! (the eyeshadow is like white/silver/light blue) yea. SUPER COOL CAN! i will post up his pictures sooner or later. yea. i think i like him more than the lead character (whom woons like. -.-) la! hahaha. i think he is called tak or something. can't really remember his real name. haha.

yea. i've been watching sad movies/dramas very often nowadays. shinobi, bei shang lian ge, king and the clown etc. OH YES I WATCHED KING AND THE CLOWN. IT IS SUPER SAD. :'( LEE JOON-KI IS SUPER SHUAI/PRETTY!

third thing. i'm obsessed with jap songs! namely, ayumi's song. heaven is super nice! :) it's a rather sad song, considering it to be the theme song of shinobi. (anyway, i rented shinobi cos it says: theme song "heaven" by ayumi hamasaki. haha. so i was wondering what heaven has got to do with shinobi, which is like quite a bloody movie. yea. it's NC-16 cos of some violence scenes. -.- i don't think it's NC at all lor..) yea. shinobi is super sad la. :'( in the end everyone died, except for the female lead. :'( yea. so that explains why i will be posting up jap lyrics in future. haha. xD

fourth thing. i might be going to malaysia for an exchange programme. it's in august (meaning i can skip sch! xD) yea. the only reason why i want to go is that....

IT IS IN KL! AND ONE OF THE SCHS/PLACES WE WILL BE GOING TO IS SELANGOR!! xD

this should be applied to xian and shanti, not me lor! so ironic. xian going to JAPAN, and i'm going to MALAYSIA. WE SHOULD TOTALLY CHANGE WITH EACH OTHER LA!!! :(

ok i shall end this post with the lyrics of a song for xx

A Song For XX

By: Ayumi Hamasaki

どうして泣いているの

どうして迷ってるの

どうして立ち止まるの

ねえ教えて

いつから大人になる

いつまで子供でいいの

どこから走ってきて

ねえどこまで走るの

居場所がなかった みつからなかった

未来には期待できるのかわからずに

いつも強い子だねっていわれ続けてた

泣かないで偉いねって褒められたりしていたよ

そんな言葉ひとつも望んでなかった

だから解らないフリをしていた

どうして笑ってるの

どうしてそばにいるの

どうして離れてくの

ねえ教えて

いつから強くなった

いつから弱さ感じた

いつまで待っていれば

解り合える日が来る

もう陽が昇るね そろそろ行かなきゃ

いつまでも同じ所には いられない

人を信じる事って いつか裏切られ

はねつけられる事と同じと思っていたよ

あの頃そんな力どこにもなかった

きっと 色んなこと知り過ぎてた

いつも強い子だねっていわれ続けてた

泣かないで偉いねって褒められたりしていたよ

そんな風にあなたが言えば言う程に

笑うことさえ苦痛になってた 一人きりで生まれて 

一人きりで生きて行く

きっとそんな毎日が当り前と思ってた

给××之歌

为什么哭

为什么迷惑

为什么裹足不前

请告诉我

什么时候才会长大

要当小孩当到什么时候

我从哪里跑来

要奔向何方

没有栖身之处 我找不到

不知道未来是否值得期许

大家总说我坚强

总是夸奖我懂事要我不哭

一点都不希望是这样

所以总装作听不懂

为什么笑

为什么在我身边

为什么离开我

请告诉我

什么时候开始变得坚强了

什么时候开始感到脆弱

要等到什么时候

才能等到相知的一天

太阳快上山了 差不多该走了

我不能一直待在同一个地方

信赖与背叛互为表里

一直相信这跟被拒绝是一样的

当时也没那个气力

一定是知道的太多的关系

大家总说我坚强

总是夸我懂事要我不哭

你越是这样说

使我连笑都是那么地苦痛

孤单的来到这世界 又孤单一人的活下去

一直以为这是理所当然的


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