ok this is a rather weird week, with holidays slotted in between and me getting all mixed up. i've only slept for 2 hours yesterday. mind you, that's less than the sleep celebrities get (they often complain about the lack of sleep they have, many citing only 3 hours). ah despite that, i'm feeling abnormally hyper. something is seriously wrong with me. ah whatever.

trained a bit in the afternoon. went home and fell asleep on the sofa. -.- and i woke up with my neck almost twisted and getting pins and needles in my left leg. that cost me 10 minutes to recover and be able to walk again. blah. and when i've finished bathing and about to sleep, everyone started sms-ing and calling me. wth. and my mum asked me to go out and eat. ROAR! in the end i couldn't sleep. -.- and i was so dead in the evening. but hyper again after 11pm. something is wrong. -.-

anyway i've just watched KAT-TUN's concert 海贼帆. it is damn nice. it is more like a party. everyone is so high. KAT-TUN is super high on stage la. running and jumping all around. they organised the concert all by themselves, from the setting of the stage, programmes, to the costumes and decorations. yeah cos the theme is 海贼帆, so there is this gigantic ship in the middle of the stage. and there is this small separated "island" kind of thing in front. then there is a small stand kinda thing to transport the members to and fro from the main stage to the smaller stage. then there are 2 other small ships to move the members in between the fans in the arena stand, and a few other higher ones for them to go to the top stands. the stage settings are so damn cool la. and i can't believe the KAT-TUN members did that by their own. xD

ANYWAY ANYWAY ANYWAY! the members each had a solo item in the concert. AND I TOTALLY FELL IN LOVE WITH UEDA'S SOLO ITEM. he sang this song which he wrote. yes he penned the lyrics and composed the music (from the piano to the drums and the bass). DAMN PRO. and the song is damn nice!! i didn't really hear from ueda much since he is not the lead singer of KAT-TUN. this is the first time i've ever heard him sing live and solo, and it sounds good. MUST LISTEN!! the song is called love in snow. he wrote it specially for the kaizokuban concert, so that's the first time the fans hear the song. yeah. and i just realised that kizuna is also first heard during the kaizokuban concert. it is a very very very recent song. haha. [:

ueda singing love in snow live in kaizokuban: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-6Krdh636qY

ah ok. i just heard from sunying today that jin akanishi had temporarily left KAT-TUN. DAMN SAD. there has been lots of sayings about his choice to leave KAT-TUN. of course, johnny (his 事务所) said that he had left for canada to study language or some crap. but there has been sayings that he is being 冷藏, like toro. yeah cos of the 绯闻, and excessive negative news reports on him. stuffs like that. yeah. hai. there are also reports saying that he and kame 闹不和, that's why 他在一气之下离开. DAMN SAD CAN. :'( KAT-TUN WILL NEVER BE KAT-TUN WITHOUT JIN LA!! in fact, it will never be the same without any one of the members. :'(

and regina is like suaning me. wth. why does my love always turn out in this way? first is energy, now is kat-tun. ok i just hope that jin will not leave kat-tun. [:

hmm. ok I LOVE THE SONG GOLD!! i can sing it already. ANDANDAND! THE BALLAD VERSION OF GOLD. jin sung this super high pitch which i think i had difficulty reaching it. but that note is like 爆发力十足 so i think i can try screaming into the mic. HAHAHA. xD GOLD is damn nice la.

ah i'm in love with ueda. it's surprising how i can fall in love with a person just by hearing him/her sing. like hady. he just gave me goosebumps when he sang you give me wings and desperado. haha. did i say that i fell in love with him after the desperado song? how apt. haha. xD


LOVE IN THE SNOW

切なくなる帰り道　いつまで 続くの？
心の隙間の　埋めてくれる雪
いつも見られた風景に　君がいるだけで
見たことのない　街に見えてくる…
叶わない恋だとしても
「君が好きです…」
会いたい…　会いたい…　
それだけの望みます
溢れる思いを　あなたに届けましょう
白い雪に込めて　
静かに降る雪は誰かの愛の言葉だから
叶わない恋だとしても
「君が好きです…」
会いたい…　会いたい…　
それだけの望みます
溢れる思いを　あなたに届けましょう
白い雪に込めて　
静かに降る雪は誰かの愛の言葉だから
やがで雪が止んで　光が差して
通じ合えるのでしょう
私はいつも見上げてる
止むはずのない雪を
Even if I can't get your love
I'll send my love with white snow

寂寞的歸程 究竟通往何處
在空蕩的心中 埋下深深的積雪
看慣了的風景 卻因為你的存在
我發現了不一樣的街道
雖然知道是不可能的戀愛
但是我就是喜歡你
想見你 想見你
只有這個渴望而已
漫溢的思念 封入白雪中傳達給你
靜靜的飄落的雪花 一定是誰的愛的話語
雖然知道是不可能的戀愛
但我就是喜歡你
想見你 想見你
只有這個渴望而已
漫溢的思念 封入白雪中傳達給你
靜靜的飄落的雪花 一定是誰的愛的話語
終於雪止 陽光始現
會把一切融化嗎
只剩下我一人仍然仰望著天空中
那永不會停的雪
Even if I can't get your love
I'll send my love with white snow

ueda did not sing the last two sentences (those in english). yeah. it came out in the background music. eh but since he did this song all by himself, we can assume that he sang it. [:

LAST WORD. OMG. I JUST REALISED THAT TOMOHASI YAMASHITA A.K.A YAMAP (THAT GUY WHO ACTED IN NOBUTA WO PRODUCE AND KUROSAGI) SHARES THE SAME BDAE AS ME!! AND THAT MAKES HIM EXACTLY 6 YEARS OLDER THAN ME. OMG. ANOTHER CELEBRITY HAVING THE SAME BDAE AS ME. OMGOMGOMG. xD

-hyperventilating away-