君に会いたい！！

真的好想见你。但是，当见到你的时候，却没有跟你说话的勇气，连打招呼都不敢。どうして？为什么那么懦弱呢？看到那熟悉的背影时，一颗心差点跳了出来，在楼梯口愣了一下，看着你的身影渐渐逼近，双腿却自觉地往后退，躲到了避风港里。最后，始终再也看不到你的身影，失望收场。也许你会不认得我了，也许你已经忘了我了，也许你不会跟我打招呼了，也许你看到我了，也许你最终还是会跟我说一声好。这么多的也许，可是到底哪个才会实现呢...? 真的真的很想让这次的相遇再重来一次，这次我不会再退缩，而是选择勇敢面对。





anyway i've realised that why i always die halfway through the match, even if i'm in the lead. it is because 1) my stamina runs out really damn fast. i can lose 8-2 up. 2) cannot run to the ball fast enough. therefore in summary, my fitness sucks. alright, i shall train hard on my fitness. yes i know my 2.4km timing sucks. anyway, just saw brenda running that day. haha. i guess i shall start with climbing the stairs first? train leg muscle. ._. i'm made up of fats now, not a single bit of (visible) muscle. am sad. yeah. so train up on fitness first.

also i reallyreallyreally want to improve but somehow nowadays my condo courts are (always) fully utilized, especially when i want to go down and stroke. the lights are always on. there will always be someone training. perhaps i should kop yixiao's house courts. haha yeah. i shall keep to my aim, although it's stupid. to be able to drop nicely from anywhere in the court, and to be able to do so during a match! yeah. my backhand volley cross drop is improving. volley straight drop is still cannot-make-it-de-height. i just want to make my killer shot drop shots, and not cross nor drive. i know it's stupid but whatever. nothing is going to make me change my mind. [:

alright. shall sleep now. おやしみなさい！