sigh.

已經不知道是多少次了。這是第幾次問自己到底要什麽呢？

sorry 71, i had to sort out this mess before i face you guys again. the class is breaking apart, not on the surface. but deep down, i guess everyone can feel it. i just don't feel that belong to the class anymore. maybe it's because i've been spending more time with daoju recently.

or maybe not.

we started off so well. yet, we chose to turn back. i still look forward to class outings, but not as much as what i did during the start of the year. i didn't ask about the class gathering, but i heard it's pathetic. can we really go back to how we've started?

class or cca?
badminton or daoju?

my mind tells me class, but my heart says cca.
my mind tells me badminton, but my heart says daoju.

sigh. 船到橋頭就真的會自然直嗎？

sorry, but i really need time to sort out this mess.











thanks woons. not only you feel it, but i'm glad i have you around during training.

這至少讓我為我所做出的决定感到安心。